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This shall be my last post before my Alevels begin next Tuesday. I am not sure if I am ready at all for this exam. I really regret not putting in more effort, maybe not in J1, but in J2. I could have done more. Or maybe I have done what I can. Its just the problem of a small fish in a big pond. Well Mrs Lee ( Lee Mui) mentioned before that in Hc that will happen. Naturally...so i guess I have to accept the fact that I am just one small fry. Anyhow, I will don my very best in this upcoming Alevels, and all the best to my friends out there who are mugging real hard to get into the university of their choice. ( heard MIT is setting up a school in singapore and they are offering architecture or some urban planning course). Hmm..if I can, it will be goodbye to my NUS. Haha. HWAITING!
Sincere apologies to any party concerned. It was purely emotions that got the better of me, that made me do something so childish. :(
This will probably my last post before my prelims, and Alevels. I have not been writing much on this blog, maybe because I have lost interest in writing private stuff here. Maybe its the stress in school and lack of time that stopped me from blogging. But really, is there such a thing as lack of time? It is definitely there, its how much you make use of it, and not how much it can give you. Make an effort to treasure it, and definitely it will give you. Yes I am lecturing myself, cos I feel that I have not been using much of my time well so far. Its just weeks left to prelims, and I am still spending time online, on itouch looking at facebook, hoping someone commented on my post or note or photos, or whether someone is online. This will probably the last time though, cos it is really war now. When I was in p6, I didnt do as well as expected, ( yeah thts why I didnt get into HC) and people told me, its ok dude, look you still have many major exams to take. When I was in sec 4, I got results that I wanted, but always felt it could have been better if I got 8A1s instead of 7, and people told me, chill man, its just halfway through your journey as a student. And now, here am I, on the last few stages of my life as a student. After that its tertiary education. This Alevel will defnitely determine my future and my career. Looking at all the 'elite' Oxford cambridge brochures, I cant help but start fantasizing myself entering those century-old corridors and studying under the huge clock tower. Will I get there? What do I see? Whats my future. I dont know. I am not sure what I am doing right now. I still dont know my path, and someone still needs to guide me. I am still lost in the woods, unsure of the road ahead. I am left in wilderness, hoping someone can give me some direction along the way. Its wrong, and I know. Its my responsibility to find my way out, and I am trying now. I will get out of the maze. I surely will.
Its time to reflect, maybe not now, but after prelims. What have I done over the past two years? Did I live my life well? For now, I would definitely say yes. But maybe some time later, I will say no. Its up to one's definition of how well is well. To Ah Seng I might not have lived my life well. But to someone else they could say its the best anyone can ask for. So, have I tried my best? Only my heart knows. And yours too. Treasure the remaining times left in hc. Cos there is no more turning back.
Watched transformers yesterday wif a few peeps from 6a. Honestly I felt it was a rather boring movie at the start cos I didnt watch the first movie and so I dont really know much about transformers. So i didnt even know who were the bad (people? or vehicles? or transformers?) and who were the good. And cathay's seats were freakiinnnn comfy, so nearly slept for a while before meagan fox came out. AHAHAHA. The climax came quite late, but not too late though, my heart started thumping madly during the 'invasion' and stuff, so not too bad, haha. Eh i got weak heart kay, got PES D for NS due to heart thingy. Need further checkups. LOL at the thought of it. Well I dont mind if I got PES B or C in the end. Jus not E cos I dont wan be a niang doing clerk work.
Somewhere out there, I feel like i am in a vacuum right now. I seriously dont know what I should do and what road I should take. Its just the same as when I was in primary school. But now its totally different. I think i have given up hope. From tomorrow onwards, I will never be the same again. And dont worry, I wont bother you any more in the future. There's nothing, nothing, no more.
I cant wait to go Ion and Central, freakin cool technology. Media wall screens, LED lightings, it just boost the entire atmosphere at Orchard road. They are helping me realising my dream of turning Orchard road to Times Square. YES. FTWWWW singapore architecture. When I grow up, I will want change. Change has come. Or not.
Right life in hwachong is ending soon, and I cant help but feel so heartbroken. I love the place more than anything in hte worl, i found out my true self, I realised my "not-so-full" potential, and I got to do lotsa stuff that I have never imagined. Fac com camp, playing a totally new instrument and be in performing arts cca when I was always known as failure for being in NCC. Be a class rep, well i love being bossy. Haha joking la, ask my class peeps, i am so nice, how can i be bossy at all? :)))) Finding new and great friends, learning to accept new challenges, like roller blading. Urgh I still cant believe I can roller blade in under two sessions, not forgetting all the slips and falls on the first day. LOL. CNY celebrations, lantern festival, all these events and celebrations in HCI were super cool. Nothing beats them. I realised I could do much more pull-ups than I could ever imagine myself doing. ( Eh in sec 4 I could do only 2. In J1 i did 5. My aim for J2 was 6-8. In the end i did 10 for this year's napfa. See I am so strong. Muahaha.) I fell in love with lectures, cos I could sleep, which would not have been possible if lessons were held in classrooms. I will never forget my PW group, and the wonderful times we spent together learning to be top opera performers. Arh yes and the times we sang all the phantom of the opera songs tgt. :)
Yeap thts my life in HC. Its not all mugging and studying, in fact i mugged more in sec sch than in JC, but tht made my life more complete, and makes Jack not a dull boy at all. :) Its now time for the last lap, and jiayou guys. 6A is equivalent to SMTP to me, while it may be quite hard sometimes to accept the fact tht I am incomparable to them, I am really glad I get to know so many bright people, all concentrated in 6a. And the great thing is, we are not pure SMTPers, cos we know how to facebook, we know how to play fb fking lame games tgt, we know wad is the real meaning of class outings, we know how to treasure frenship, and we know wads love, ( one of the highest rate of no of couples in a class!!!!) Yeah.
Right, lets get prepared to see sucky results tml. Especially mcqs for both phy and chem. Why cant i just choose the right answers? RAWH. Always wrong here and there. and stupid mistakes they are too. :(((((((((((((
Band performance for HC Arts Fest 09. We also performed this piece for syf 09 and got a gold award. Yeah. Congrats. I am at the last row 2nd from left facing the stage. =DD
Band performance for HC Arts Fest 09. We also performed this piece for syf 09 and got a gold award. Yeah. Congrats. I am at the last row 2nd from left facing the stage. =DD
Its been a year since I took up the challenge to get into Fac com. I had no prior experience in being a committee member, ( dao my primary school experience), so it was rather a new world for me when I was announced as the secretary/treasurer of athena fac com. It was something that I always hoped to do, as a committee member, help the school organise activities, not as hyper as the student's council, but in a way doing something in faculty committee that is somewhat similar to them. I always wanted to lead juniors during orientation, and I got to do that during Rev-it-up 09 this year. I always wanted to attend another cool camp, and I realised my dream when I was a able to go to Malaysia for our fac com camp in June last year. It might not have been the best camp I have participated in, but it was indeed an experience I would never forget. Forging friendships with the new fac com members, getting to know more high school people, and breaking the barrier with IP students. ( it took me quite long to start to warm up with the high school guys. too dominating...) I later realised that the high school guys were not as "intimidating" after all. Some were as hyper as Linus and Matthew, some were as blur as Shengkun, some funny like jiayun and teck yuke. Athena fac com members were a bunch of funny, exciting and interesting people, and from that camp onwards, I never looked back. It was a start of a new life for me, as a fac com member, and as a student in hc. I learnt to make new friends easily, and to integrate into the hc life. I wasnt really as committed to fac com as I should have been cos of committments in band last year. Thats why this year, I thought it is the very last time I would be spending time with my fac com members. Since I concentrated so much on piano and band last year that I didnt spend as much time with them, I decided not to go syf this year so as to be able to prepare our last event together as a team. I am glad I still dont regret that decision, although sometimes I feel sad I didnt go syf. Having dry runs with fac com mates were really interesting. You wouldnt know what the taste is like if you are not there. I have been emoing for quite some time, maybe it started during the stepping down ceremony today. I have just realised that I am no more a fac com member. I cant do any more stuff for the school, I cant chase people to pay sec/treas money, I cant crap with Guo Dan and Jiayun. I cant buy sushi with teck yuke at coro. I cant play those childish hand games with Woonlue. I cant chit chat while doing sai-kang with charmaine like carrying table and benches from canteen. I cant niao jon neo's height. I cant laugh at Shengkun's theory of Milky Way in the Malaysian sky. I cant see jon quah and karl dance before my very eyes. I cant hear my wonderful fac heads sing and cheer along with us with our athenian guitar. I cant see Fuxing and Linus as much as I want to. And play poker cards with ziyuan who taught me bridge and another which I forgot the name. ( Oh crap sorrry shifu I let you down again.) I cant play badminton with SUPER ZAI yongji, and my fellow sec/treas EHUI!. SHe has done so much for sec/treas stuff, sometimes taking over my duties when I am tied up with band, and sometimes volunteering to do stuff although her workload is already super heavy. Thanks E hui!!! A LOT A LOT! :)
Anyway, today our journey ends. But we leave a legacy behind. The Athena Faculty Committee 2008 was the committee that brought Athena faculty in hwachong institution to life again. We succeeded at our two events, Envy of The Seven Seas 2008, and Greenworks 2009. We had the best publicity announcements during morning assembly. We hyped up the spirits of the athenian juniors od 09/10 batch. And yes, we have raised the expectations of future fac com members. And for that we are sooo proud of ourselves. ( again dao our budget bust. OOPs.) Thank you Athena Fac com 08/09. I <3 you all. Jiayo for A levels, and we shall not let our ECs, beloved Mr Quek, Mrs Gen Tan and Mrs Joyce Tan down. YIPPPPPPEE. And all the best. HOOOOOOOT.
Haha look whos smiling at you? Ok i am being lame but isnt it obvious its our beloved aaaaronie! Mr apollo?! (Only band members know what i am talking about)
4/12/2009 12:00:00 PM
Friday, November 06, 2009
This shall be my last post before my Alevels begin next Tuesday. I am not sure if I am ready at all for this exam. I really regret not putting in more effort, maybe not in J1, but in J2. I could have done more. Or maybe I have done what I can. Its just the problem of a small fish in a big pond. Well Mrs Lee ( Lee Mui) mentioned before that in Hc that will happen. Naturally...so i guess I have to accept the fact that I am just one small fry. Anyhow, I will don my very best in this upcoming Alevels, and all the best to my friends out there who are mugging real hard to get into the university of their choice. ( heard MIT is setting up a school in singapore and they are offering architecture or some urban planning course). Hmm..if I can, it will be goodbye to my NUS. Haha. HWAITING!
11/06/2009 06:13:00 PM
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Sincere apologies to any party concerned. It was purely emotions that got the better of me, that made me do something so childish. :(
This will probably my last post before my prelims, and Alevels. I have not been writing much on this blog, maybe because I have lost interest in writing private stuff here. Maybe its the stress in school and lack of time that stopped me from blogging. But really, is there such a thing as lack of time? It is definitely there, its how much you make use of it, and not how much it can give you. Make an effort to treasure it, and definitely it will give you. Yes I am lecturing myself, cos I feel that I have not been using much of my time well so far. Its just weeks left to prelims, and I am still spending time online, on itouch looking at facebook, hoping someone commented on my post or note or photos, or whether someone is online. This will probably the last time though, cos it is really war now. When I was in p6, I didnt do as well as expected, ( yeah thts why I didnt get into HC) and people told me, its ok dude, look you still have many major exams to take. When I was in sec 4, I got results that I wanted, but always felt it could have been better if I got 8A1s instead of 7, and people told me, chill man, its just halfway through your journey as a student. And now, here am I, on the last few stages of my life as a student. After that its tertiary education. This Alevel will defnitely determine my future and my career. Looking at all the 'elite' Oxford cambridge brochures, I cant help but start fantasizing myself entering those century-old corridors and studying under the huge clock tower. Will I get there? What do I see? Whats my future. I dont know. I am not sure what I am doing right now. I still dont know my path, and someone still needs to guide me. I am still lost in the woods, unsure of the road ahead. I am left in wilderness, hoping someone can give me some direction along the way. Its wrong, and I know. Its my responsibility to find my way out, and I am trying now. I will get out of the maze. I surely will.
Its time to reflect, maybe not now, but after prelims. What have I done over the past two years? Did I live my life well? For now, I would definitely say yes. But maybe some time later, I will say no. Its up to one's definition of how well is well. To Ah Seng I might not have lived my life well. But to someone else they could say its the best anyone can ask for. So, have I tried my best? Only my heart knows. And yours too. Treasure the remaining times left in hc. Cos there is no more turning back.
8/11/2009 08:42:00 PM
Thursday, July 09, 2009
End of Blocks. Finally!! Woohoo!
Watched transformers yesterday wif a few peeps from 6a. Honestly I felt it was a rather boring movie at the start cos I didnt watch the first movie and so I dont really know much about transformers. So i didnt even know who were the bad (people? or vehicles? or transformers?) and who were the good. And cathay's seats were freakiinnnn comfy, so nearly slept for a while before meagan fox came out. AHAHAHA. The climax came quite late, but not too late though, my heart started thumping madly during the 'invasion' and stuff, so not too bad, haha. Eh i got weak heart kay, got PES D for NS due to heart thingy. Need further checkups. LOL at the thought of it. Well I dont mind if I got PES B or C in the end. Jus not E cos I dont wan be a niang doing clerk work.
Somewhere out there, I feel like i am in a vacuum right now. I seriously dont know what I should do and what road I should take. Its just the same as when I was in primary school. But now its totally different. I think i have given up hope. From tomorrow onwards, I will never be the same again. And dont worry, I wont bother you any more in the future. There's nothing, nothing, no more.
I cant wait to go Ion and Central, freakin cool technology. Media wall screens, LED lightings, it just boost the entire atmosphere at Orchard road. They are helping me realising my dream of turning Orchard road to Times Square. YES. FTWWWW singapore architecture. When I grow up, I will want change. Change has come. Or not.
Right life in hwachong is ending soon, and I cant help but feel so heartbroken. I love the place more than anything in hte worl, i found out my true self, I realised my "not-so-full" potential, and I got to do lotsa stuff that I have never imagined. Fac com camp, playing a totally new instrument and be in performing arts cca when I was always known as failure for being in NCC. Be a class rep, well i love being bossy. Haha joking la, ask my class peeps, i am so nice, how can i be bossy at all? :)))) Finding new and great friends, learning to accept new challenges, like roller blading. Urgh I still cant believe I can roller blade in under two sessions, not forgetting all the slips and falls on the first day. LOL. CNY celebrations, lantern festival, all these events and celebrations in HCI were super cool. Nothing beats them. I realised I could do much more pull-ups than I could ever imagine myself doing. ( Eh in sec 4 I could do only 2. In J1 i did 5. My aim for J2 was 6-8. In the end i did 10 for this year's napfa. See I am so strong. Muahaha.) I fell in love with lectures, cos I could sleep, which would not have been possible if lessons were held in classrooms. I will never forget my PW group, and the wonderful times we spent together learning to be top opera performers. Arh yes and the times we sang all the phantom of the opera songs tgt. :)
Yeap thts my life in HC. Its not all mugging and studying, in fact i mugged more in sec sch than in JC, but tht made my life more complete, and makes Jack not a dull boy at all. :) Its now time for the last lap, and jiayou guys. 6A is equivalent to SMTP to me, while it may be quite hard sometimes to accept the fact tht I am incomparable to them, I am really glad I get to know so many bright people, all concentrated in 6a. And the great thing is, we are not pure SMTPers, cos we know how to facebook, we know how to play fb fking lame games tgt, we know wad is the real meaning of class outings, we know how to treasure frenship, and we know wads love, ( one of the highest rate of no of couples in a class!!!!) Yeah.
Right, lets get prepared to see sucky results tml. Especially mcqs for both phy and chem. Why cant i just choose the right answers? RAWH. Always wrong here and there. and stupid mistakes they are too. :(((((((((((((
7/09/2009 10:54:00 PM
Saturday, June 06, 2009
HCCO performance was also amazing. Gold with honours some more. Well done! :)
6/06/2009 05:17:00 AM
Band performance for HC Arts Fest 09. We also performed this piece for syf 09 and got a gold award. Yeah. Congrats. I am at the last row 2nd from left facing the stage. =DD
6/06/2009 05:17:00 AM
Band performance for HC Arts Fest 09. We also performed this piece for syf 09 and got a gold award. Yeah. Congrats. I am at the last row 2nd from left facing the stage. =DD
6/06/2009 05:17:00 AM
Friday, May 22, 2009
Its been a year since I took up the challenge to get into Fac com. I had no prior experience in being a committee member, ( dao my primary school experience), so it was rather a new world for me when I was announced as the secretary/treasurer of athena fac com. It was something that I always hoped to do, as a committee member, help the school organise activities, not as hyper as the student's council, but in a way doing something in faculty committee that is somewhat similar to them. I always wanted to lead juniors during orientation, and I got to do that during Rev-it-up 09 this year. I always wanted to attend another cool camp, and I realised my dream when I was a able to go to Malaysia for our fac com camp in June last year. It might not have been the best camp I have participated in, but it was indeed an experience I would never forget. Forging friendships with the new fac com members, getting to know more high school people, and breaking the barrier with IP students. ( it took me quite long to start to warm up with the high school guys. too dominating...) I later realised that the high school guys were not as "intimidating" after all. Some were as hyper as Linus and Matthew, some were as blur as Shengkun, some funny like jiayun and teck yuke. Athena fac com members were a bunch of funny, exciting and interesting people, and from that camp onwards, I never looked back. It was a start of a new life for me, as a fac com member, and as a student in hc. I learnt to make new friends easily, and to integrate into the hc life. I wasnt really as committed to fac com as I should have been cos of committments in band last year. Thats why this year, I thought it is the very last time I would be spending time with my fac com members. Since I concentrated so much on piano and band last year that I didnt spend as much time with them, I decided not to go syf this year so as to be able to prepare our last event together as a team. I am glad I still dont regret that decision, although sometimes I feel sad I didnt go syf. Having dry runs with fac com mates were really interesting. You wouldnt know what the taste is like if you are not there. I have been emoing for quite some time, maybe it started during the stepping down ceremony today. I have just realised that I am no more a fac com member. I cant do any more stuff for the school, I cant chase people to pay sec/treas money, I cant crap with Guo Dan and Jiayun. I cant buy sushi with teck yuke at coro. I cant play those childish hand games with Woonlue. I cant chit chat while doing sai-kang with charmaine like carrying table and benches from canteen. I cant niao jon neo's height. I cant laugh at Shengkun's theory of Milky Way in the Malaysian sky. I cant see jon quah and karl dance before my very eyes. I cant hear my wonderful fac heads sing and cheer along with us with our athenian guitar. I cant see Fuxing and Linus as much as I want to. And play poker cards with ziyuan who taught me bridge and another which I forgot the name. ( Oh crap sorrry shifu I let you down again.) I cant play badminton with SUPER ZAI yongji, and my fellow sec/treas EHUI!. SHe has done so much for sec/treas stuff, sometimes taking over my duties when I am tied up with band, and sometimes volunteering to do stuff although her workload is already super heavy. Thanks E hui!!! A LOT A LOT! :)
Anyway, today our journey ends. But we leave a legacy behind. The Athena Faculty Committee 2008 was the committee that brought Athena faculty in hwachong institution to life again. We succeeded at our two events, Envy of The Seven Seas 2008, and Greenworks 2009. We had the best publicity announcements during morning assembly. We hyped up the spirits of the athenian juniors od 09/10 batch. And yes, we have raised the expectations of future fac com members. And for that we are sooo proud of ourselves. ( again dao our budget bust. OOPs.) Thank you Athena Fac com 08/09. I <3 you all. Jiayo for A levels, and we shall not let our ECs, beloved Mr Quek, Mrs Gen Tan and Mrs Joyce Tan down. YIPPPPPPEE. And all the best. HOOOOOOOT.
5/22/2009 09:00:00 PM
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Omg where has linyi's head gone to? Serious no photoshop. Its genuine! Taken straight from my phone! Urgh!
4/15/2009 12:03:00 AM
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Haha look whos smiling at you? Ok i am being lame but isnt it obvious its our beloved aaaaronie! Mr apollo?! (Only band members know what i am talking about)
